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A Letter To you From Satan > > > >Dear Fool: > >I saw you yesterday as you began your daily chores. You awoke without >kneeling to pray. As a matter of fact, you didn't even bless your meals, or >pray before going to bed last night. You are so unthankful, I like that >about >you. I cannot tell you how glad I am that you have not changed your way of >living. Fool, You are mine. Remember, you and I have been going steady now >for years and I still DON'T love you yet. As a matter of fact I hate you, >Because I hate God. I am only using you to get even with God. He kicked me >out of heaven, And I'm going to use you as long as possible to pay >him >back. >You see Fool, GOD LOVES YOU and HE has great plans in store for you. But >you >have yielded your life to me, and I am going to make a living hell out of >it. >That way, we'll be together twice. This will really hurt God. Thanks to >you, >I'm showing him who's boss in your life with all the good times we've had. >We! >! > >have been: Watching Dirty movies, Cursing, Stealing, lying, Being >hypocritical, Fornicating, telling dirty Jokes, Gossiping, Being >judgmental, >Backstabbing people, disrespecting adults, and those in leadership >position, >NO respect for the church, bad attitudes, SURELY you don't want to give >this >up. Come on Fool, Let's Burn together FOREVER. You'd Like that, wouldn't >you?? I've got some hot plans For us. This is Just a letter of appreciation >from me to you. I'd like to say "THANKS" for letting me use most of your >foolish life. You are so gullible, I laugh at you. When you are tempted to >Sin, you give in. HA HA HA HA HA! You make me sick. Sin is beginning to >take >it's toll on your life. You look 20 years older now, and I need new blood. >So >go ahead and teach some children how to sin. All you have to do is Smoke, >get >drunk, Or drink while underage, cheat, gamble, gossip, Fornicate, and live >being as selfish as po! >! >ssible. Do all of this in the presence of children and >they will do it too. Kids are like that. > > Well, Fool, I have to let you go for >now. >I'll be back in a couple of >seconds to tempt you again. If you were smart you'd run somewhere, confess >your sins, and live for God with that little bit of life that you have >left. >It's not my nature to warn anyone, But to be your age, and still sinning is >a >little ridiculous. Don't get me wrong, I STILL HATE YOU, and ALWAYS WILL, I >am like that. It's just that you'd make a better Fool For Christ. > >Hate you always Fool, > >-Satan- 

NOVEMBER 2000 CHECK ON THE JOURANL PAGE FOR THE STORY: JOY OF THANKSGIVING. 11/25- updated ~~~ Alone~~ On a lonely day. Seemed to be under the weather Doing nothing No Company Stricten by the weather outside Turning up the radio, Listening and looking for something to do. Study or Sleep Waiting for a phone call. No answer to be heard from Feeling down Putting my self to sleep for long hours No where to go Finding myself thinking back to those times Wonderful friends such as you Hoping to hear from you soon Being alone with nothing to do Nothing, nothing As I fall to sleep on a wretched lonely day ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ HOMECOMING DANCE: 2000 POETRY OF HOMECOMING. *My Dancer* Across the dancing floor In the midst of the music and fun Dancing to the beat of the music Across the dancing floor A slow song comes up Finding a special someone Across the dancing floor Dancing to the beautiful music. Singing to each other, as the music is being played. You're the dancing queen. Across the dancing floor As the music starts to come to an end Keeping each other company. Talking endlessly all night long Across the Dancing floor I hope that you will be my dancer once more For you my special&great friend. ~~~~~~~~~~ Dedicated to Odette~~~~ *JEWELS* Beautiful than Gold or silver Nore Marevlous, Jewels Picking up some Jewels Counting them one by one. Jewels is a marvelous thing to have. Wonderful name as well. Wonderful to the ear in a special way Having a wonderful relationship with Jewels Is so special. Able to hold them in my arms Giving you hugs Counting them down one by one Someday I hope to see this Jewel In heaven of Course May we daily have this wonderful relationship Jewels, Jewels More than Gold or silver You are my Jewel, Forever and Ever. God bless this Jewel ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~ShAPE OF MY HEART~ Try to forgive me, if you will I did all I could Becoming what you want. Looking back on my life Trying to be someone else Trying to show you I have changed. Still I am bitter. Touch me or Don't brother me. Becoming what I should be. Looking back on the bad things i have done. Shaping up my heart into a better person. Don't brother me Staying in a lonely place Shaping up myself So lonely and depressed. Trying to be someone Unable to continue and Failed Growing weak and bitter. Shaping up myself is quite hard Shaping up my heart with confessions. Not knowing where to start again In the bottom of my heart. Looking back at everything Keeping myself in the dark Not knowing what to do. Trying and Trying to be someone Keeping myself away, away. Save me from my troubles. Listen. Keeping myself away, Hoping for the better ..Shaping up my heart... ~~~To all my special friends~~~ ~~~~Melinda, Odette, Kelvin, Jen, Kelly~~~ PROMISE YOU Seeing everything around The tears that falls from your face In secret and truth Promising you the fact, I will never leave you. P I will take you in my arms Knowing where you will belong A Promise, Forever. Loving you forever, a wonderful friend. Always Special. Hoping that you won't hurt that much Giving you my word. Each day that goes by is like a battle. As Seasons pass by Over and Over again Whenever I hear your voice I would just listen and carry you along. Promising you a promise. Taking you in my arms Knowing that fact Until my life is through I will always be there. A Promise is a Promise. Every word I say is true. I promise you ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I NEED YOU Out of my misery, Looking for someone Wonderful Talking Unendlessly Needing that special friend Discovering that there was someone Finding it hard to believe But it was true You, I need you to be at my side. Thank you. I need you. ~~~~~~Dedicated to Melinda,Odette, Kelly, Jen~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ THANKSGIVING HOLIDAY 11/23/ 2000 On this day of Thanksgiving. The Day of giving. Not in the mood to celebrate.. On this day of Thanksgiving Nothing to give. Feeling down. I looked back on what I have done On this day of Thanksgiving, Looking back in my photo albums Friends and Family. On this day of Thanksgiving. Feeling boneless Suffering a loss of Food. No turkey, feeling dead On this day of thanksgiving I am hoping that It will end soon. When will it end? On this day of Thanksgiving.. Counting down the time Until the end. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Thanksgiving Where there is a place full of thanks. Where there is a place full of giving. As we give each other advice. Where there is a place full of friends and family.. We give what we have to each other.. In a wonderful place of thanks We give each other our praises. We thank each other for the wonderful friendship that we had throughout the years. Giving thanks in a new and special way. Giving special treasures from the heart to each other in a special way. Treasures of a lifetime. Thanking out friends and our family for the support throughout the years. During the Good and Bad times.. As that they comes, we prepare a feast for our friends and family. Sitting around a round table, As we each take turns sharing something wonderful that we want to give and thank for. Our Families become more and more blessed. Eating a big feast together, eating that fat delicious turkey. Fills us that we just have to give it up to the needy. Giving is a wonderful thing. The food is gone, and a New Year comes. New Year of Thanks giving.. Forever and ever, the Joy of thanksgiving is among us ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ OCTOBER ISSUE: HALLOWEEN POEM. POSTED 10/20- 10/21/00 Halloween Poem (Boo, you're in for a scare) Everything is dark Not a Living creature in sight. The Power is out Finding yourself stranded outside in darkness. Scared and alone. Your friends left you with no place to go Everything around you is so quiet. Not knowing what lies ahead of you You found yourself stranded in the cold for all night long You even don't remember who you are.... Finding yourself in a place where you don't want to be.. As you find yourself in a cemetery. Walking around looking for a friend to talk to. Looking and looking All Night long... Suddenly you feel someone touch you. You dare not to turn around... You see a stranger all dressed up. The Stranger all dressed you invites you to stay over for the HALLOWEEN NIGHT. Inside you find yourself feeling goose bumps all over. As the Stranger takes you upstairs to rest, Not sure what to do. As you call your parents, you discover that they no longer exist. The Stranger all dressed up in a costume takes you by the hand. You go upstairs, very tired, you fall asleep on the bed. (if you are a boy, stranger a girl, if girl...boy) You are sleeping soundly as you are being watched. You suddenly wake up and finds that you just lost everything that you have. Even your clothes are gone, you are being abducted. You search for the Stranger but nowhere to be found. Suddenly the stranger comes and senses your thoughts. You feel at peace and you thought you could trust the stranger. The Stranger all dressed up makes you a cup of coffee, As you fall into the arms of the stranger.. The Stranger looked on sadistic lowers its head. Licks your Neck As your Neck feels attractive to the touch, you give in... (You're in for a scare.) Biting into your neck, you scream in pain. "No Silence." You discover that you are not human anymore. BOO! You're dead....Happy Halloween. <<<<<<<<>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

10/18/00 Poem Dedicated to my English/Reading Teacher. J...P...S.....Mrs. Lorello. There comes a time when you were giving me so much work There comeas a time when you just keep on pushing me to do my best.. There comes a time when you strive to make me thing positive. As I believe every word you say. Believe...It is true. There comes a time when you will be there to see my graduate. As Graduation comes around the corner, I am happy to say to you. Thank you for Supporting me all these years.. ....( * . *)


Angel's Poetry&Writings Dedications Welcome In Flames of Jah, You can check them out. You can check out my friend's Web Pages You can check out the web page of the Arthor who made this web site
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WE ARE ALL SPECIAL I learned a word today And "Failure was it's name Not knowing its cause I held myself to blame. Parents and teachers guide my way, Hold my hand as I take each stride Learning must be meaningful to me I'm so afraid and have so much pride. What I learn today Will affect my tomorrows. Help me to become motivated, Diminish my falls and sorrows. Slowly add responsibility Plus the opportunity to grow Teach me to develop self-esteem And all a growing child should know. Measure me by my strengths Then you can put me to the test With parents and teachers by my side I am sure I'll do my best. When we all stand together This I now do know That team spirit and unity Is a tool that helps me grow. As other paths open up before me Now I can confess I have learned a new word today And this one's called success. Author Unknown
Poetry&Writings&Dedication Here is a favorite song of mine and it means something special to all my friends out there. God Bless you All. You are the Air I need to breathe A Promise to you, Always The river of life inside of me You are the half that made me whole You are the anger of my soul. You are strong when I am week You are the words when I can't speak You never fail to see me through That's the Love, I found in you. You are my shelter from the storm You are the road that leads me home And baby, here with you, face to face. Oh, how I know, I found my place. You are strong when I am week You are the words when I can't speak. You never fail to see me through, That's the Love, I found in you. Once in every life, you found the one that's right When you say forever, it's true That's the love, I've found in you. -------------- "Jim Brickman" "Promise You, Always" . I will never forget the friendship we had Forever &always Since we met , it was like something new Came into my life. . Something wonderful.. , Distance doesn't matter A Promise, I promise Someday we will see each other in heaven A Promise to you, my sweet best friend . Always.. Dedicated to Stephanie:(Va, Richmond) "Remember you" From the Time I met you There was something about you. We had one thing in Common We Loved God with Our our hearts. As we Attend a retreat together The Lord has blessed us in many ways. It doesn't matter where we are Because Someday. Someday in Eternity. Someday we will see each other in Heaven. Dedicated to Beth Lipton "Doesn't matter where you Are" It doesn't matter where you are. It doesn't matter how far we both are. It doesn't matter if we hardly see each other. But it does matter, is the wonderful friendship that we have together. Our Friendship, Fellowship. All of those matters most. On this long road it does matter... It does matter that we are here for each other. Encouraging each other to go on. It does matter, It does matter. For you and and I. Someday we will see each other in heaven with God. That is what it matters most of all. Until then,..... I will wait for you. Dedicated to Sheila leonard(From South Jersey) Please sign my guestbook with any comments or reactions you have to my site. You can also contact me privately. I love to get mail! |
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My Photo Albume DEDICATIONS & POETRY UPDATED 10/18/00 Dedicated to the brothers and sisters in Memphis Tennesse. All those years. During all those times The Lord has blessed us with one thing. The fellowship and the prayers that we all had together. Throughout our long years, the lord has blessed us Blessed us in a real and special way. Around every corner, Around every bend. There comes a time, when we come to the Lord In a Special time, In a special place. Until then, we hold to the truth. That we will continue praying for each other. Living that wonderful life And fellowshiping with each other in Eternity. Forever and Ever. Until One day, We will be there Someday up in Heaven, to be with Him.. Our Precious Friend, Lord Jesus Christ. Dedicated to the brothers and sisters in Richmond. Once every year we come together to share about the Lord In the Midst of the years, we discover something more and more. In the midst of those years, we are being encouraged. Praying and fellowshiping with each other. Forever and Ever. Throughout every obstacle, in our lives We always have something special to look back upon. The Joy of fellowshiping with one another In Christ. With The Long years adhead of us. In our lives adhead, Around our corner, Around every bend. We can always turn to our Loving God, and Savior. He is the Great, Almighty. Until then, we hold these truths Daily. Hold on to these precious moments and Live it as if it was Our Last Day. Live the Life, as It was our Last day on Earth. Until then, May God Bless you all in a new way. ~~~~~~~~<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>~~~~~~ 
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We hope to update this page often with new photos. I Will be his Father, and he will be my son"? He makes his angels winds, his servants flames of fire. Your throne , O God will last for ever and ever And righteousness will be the scepter of your Kingdom. You have loved righteousness and hated wickedness; Therefore God, your God has set you above your companions by Anointing you with the Oil of Joy. In the beginning, O Lord, you liad the foundations of the earth, and the heavens are the work of your hands. They will perish, but you remain; they will all wear out like garment You will roll them up like a robe; like a garment they will be changed. But you remain the same, and your years will never end. Sit at my right hand Until I make your enemies a footstool for your feet." Hebrews"
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What's New? Updated 10/28 She Dreamed of Me She described her dreams to me She described her feelings and desires She wanted to stare into my green eyes And run her slender fingers through my hair She wanted to kiss me, the same lips that lied to her I??ure she doesn??ave those dreams now She despises my very existence And begrudges me the air I breathe. She has every reason to I never deserved her affection Now, she haunts my fevered dreams She comes to me in my deepest sleep To mock the life I have made And the life I wish to attain To remind me that she will always be there. I will never free myself of her presence. I will never be able to look into his eyes Without seeing the memories of her Seeing her in all of her sexuality, Her beauty, strength and passion. I will never be able to kiss his mouth Without tasting her and feeling her desire He will never say my name. In every whispered I love you and passion-filled moment He will be talking to her I try desperately to keep control of myself I hate displaying my emotions I hate the fact that I let her get inside of me And that she destroys me from inside She is amazing like that. But I cannot keep myself from crying As if this act will purify my thoughts And I will be able to wash away her indignation All of my instability and insecurities But every night, I dream of her. ~Written by Amanda Daniel~ ~*Election~* Election Day is near. The time is near for you to make a Wise choice. To choose your Role Model. To choose your president of the U.S. Either Bush or Algore. As Election day comes around the bend. Something wonderful from the heart reminds us Reminder That there is one special person in our lives. Our Role Model, teacher and friend. As you are about to ballot your vote. Thinking to yourself, you decide who to vote for. Neither of them isn't that great. Election day is near, I decided to elect God as President Faithful Loving Teacher at all times. Electing our wonderful Savior is a wonderful blessings. You have the power to make the right choice. So go on again, and cast your vote. Deciding who to Vote for. Is it for Men or For God. You have the power to make the right choice. Go along and Vote on Election this marvelous election day ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Updated last 10/20 Death of A Soldier. Once Score and ten years, he learned how to fight, preparing us for war. He always had a smile on his heart, yet how that heart could roar! To people of his time it seemed, He mirrored those before. Some thought he was great, some strong, He was both and more! He loves all men, women, and children, He loves you, He loves me. He hates evil, sin and their creator, He forces them to flee. Men penned a plan to do him in, to make his kingdom fall. But with "Father forgive them, for they don't comprehend," He died and saves us all~ Friends. "If you live to be a hundred, I want to live a hundred minus one day, So I never have to live without you"---Winnie the Pooh "True freindship is like sound healthl the value of it is seldom known until it is lost"--- Charles Colton. "A real freind is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out." "Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow. Don't walk behind me, I may not lead. Walk beside me and be my friend."---Albert Camus. "strangers are just friends waiting to happen." "Friends are the Bacon Bits in the Salad Bowl of life." "Friendship is one mind in two bodies."---Mencius. "Friends are God's way of taking care of us," "If you should die before me, ask if you could bring a friend."--- Stone temple Pilots "I'll lean on you and you lean on me and we'll be okay."---- --Dave Mathews Band "Everyone hears what you say. Friends listen to what you say. Best friends listen to what you don't say. "Hold a true friend with both your hands."--Nigerian Proverb "A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words." --Unknown Treasures.. Treasuring A special time Treasuring A wonderful gift. Treasuring our Friendship. With You by myself, There is a wonderful treasure. A Treasure of a Lifetime. Treasuring what we have is special. "Unique and Amazing to every individiual. Treasuring What we have.. Treasuring something special.. Brings joy to the heart in a real and special way. Until then, Our Greatest Treasure is having each other.. `~~~~~~~>>>><<<<<<<~~~~ Special Times In our special times. In those special moments. We realize one thing that all of us have. In those special times, There is the serenity and love in the Air. Our Wonderful friendship with each other Is Special in a Unique way. In those times, we discover a special thing Everything that we shared with each other, is so Special Special and it touches each other from deep within our hearts. In a real Way. In those times, it becomes well known to us. That we are special people for each other. You are special. ......~~~~<<<<>>>> 10/17/00 - Added new Poetry |
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WHAT'S NEW...THERE'S A NEW POEM POSTED.. Updated last..10/2000 A song written by Renee Vina in Mass. being shared with Angel...(lols) I wish..But Verse 1. I wish that i could make you see Just what you mean to me. I wish i could display my very thoughts How your always there and I smile lots and lots. Chorus 1 There's now way to truely begin repaying all that you put in I wish I could but I can't. Verse 2 To repay all the joy you placed in my heart it's the most detailed and mesmerizing than the most priceless art I can try my best to make you see all you do To make you believe my best is you. Verse 3 I wish you knew how your hug releases all the stress and pain How your sweet comfort gives the sweetest retreat to even the roughest rain. Chorus 2 I wish you could see yourself through me I wish you could but you can't I wish you could but you can't...and neither can I. ~Just Pray~ I couldn't help but feel, my sins wash away. As I sat there alone, and began to pray. In the car I sat, as the rain came down. And as I thought of my past, I just had to frown. I had given up on GOD, though he loved me so much. Then I felt his hands, so warm to the tuch. They wraped themsleves around me, and held me so tight. This would be one battle, I wished not to fight. It felt so good, to be at total peace. And his love for me, I knew would never cease. For me in Heavan, he will wait. Smiling at me, when I enter his gate. Thats the day, I shall meet my LORD. Now every day, that is what I look toward. When will it come? I do not know. But until then, I shall face every foe. With friends on my left, and GOD on my right. I can do anything, with him in my sight. To you I shall say, All you need is to pray. Written by Amanda Dowell. Drowning Determination is the first step following through with my inspiration shades drawn down to block it all out the sounds click off silence is louder exhoes with each heartbeat i'm filled up drowning my hands are above the surface keeping me strong alive,breathing dampness clinging and dragging me down wasted numbers on paper i need the music to enlighten the brittle world clouded over unnecessary hate torment aiding to the false needs of lost eyes & regretful souls By Charity Bliss
Last updated...10/22/ THE GIFT OF LOVE by HAl Hopson based on 1 Corithians 13 Though I may speak with bravest fire, And have the gift to all inspire, And have not love, my words are vain, As sounding brass, and hopeless gain. Though I may give all I posess, And striving so My love profess, But not be giv'n by love within, The profit soon turns strangely thin. Come spirit come, our hearts control, Our Spirits long to be made whole. Let inward love guide every deed By this we worship and are freed. Amen, Amen NEW, NEW, NEW...SHARING OF A SONG FROM LAST SUMMER. A friend of mine In Alabama, sister shared an encouraging song. July 31, 2000..Being Posted on 10/20/000 By Aimee Fincher..God Bless you. Here's the Lyrics to "How Beautiful" ~~~~~~~~~~ How beautiful, the hands that served the wine and the bread and the sons of the earth How beautiful, the feet that walked, the long dusty road and the hill to the cross, How beautiful, how beautiful, how beautiful Is the body of Christ How beautiful the heart that bled that took all my sin and bore it instead How beautiful the tender eyes that chose to forgive and never despise How beautiful, how beautiful, how beautiful, Is the body of Christ And as He laid down His life We offer this sacrifice that we will live, just as He died willing to pay the price, willing to pay the price How beautiful the radiant bride who waits for her groom with His light in her eyes How beautiful when tender hearts give the fruit of pure life so that others may live How beautiful, how beautiful, how beautiful Is the body of Christ How beautiful the hands that serve the wine and the bread and the sons of the earth How beautiful the feet that bring the sound of good news and the Love of the King How beautiful, how beautiful, how beautiful Is the body of Christ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~


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